I wear pink knee socks and decorate my bed with hello kitty sheets so I look happy. Not like the starving girl with shredded thighs that I am. I haven’t slept in two days,and I’ve lost six pounds in those two.i haven’t eaten in three days.and I haven’t had any interaction with an actual person in I don’t know how long.
I’m sad. And I’m lonely. And depressed and hungry and scared and exhausted and nervous and my thighs are burning. I’m so desperate for something that I don’t even know. It’s five am.im about to go out for another cigarette.im past being nervous about my health and how badly I’m fucked up.im actually at the point to where I’m hoping the cigarettes and all the meds I’m on make my heart stop.its tired.im tired.
I’m so tired.
this took forever but it’s TRANSPARENT now :)
THANK YOU SO MUCH I LOVE YOU.
this would have taken like 3 years
i cant stop reblogging this
Wow you are legendary
I wanna see this with the doge background